again.

I don't think I've ever posted two blogs so close together. I've just been thinking a lot lately and when I think too much I need to share it with someone. I decided to compose a list of the main things on my mind:

1. swimming - I'm doing really well. Even though I got kicked off the A relay, I know I've earned my spot back.


2. school - it's so stressful and I don't deal with stress very well. Plus, why do we have to get new lockers? I'm going to miss Nick and Liza and Hannah.


3. I hate having hairy legs.


4. I recently lost my best friend and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I could write a whole other post on that, which I might do.


5. I have such great new friends, I'm so blessed.


6. I really want to get out of this funk I've been in for the last 3 years and just be happy with myself.


7. And lastly, I like this guy. Only not really. I don't know why I like him or think about him alll the time. The only time he texts me is when he's looking for someone to hook up with. Maybe it's the attention he gives me? I don't know, but someone needs to slap some sense into me.

PS, I'd really like these for Christmas.

These, and a car.

Speed of Light

My life is going so fast. I remember being a little girl and dreaming about high school and driving and how it all seemed so far away. Now it's here and it's flying by.

It's already winter again. Almost 2011.